Hello everyone,
I am 26 and I am gambler.
I gamble for 5 years till now. During that time I lost about 30,000 EUR. I lost almost everything besides money, my family, girlfriend, friends desire to live and now I am alone, well not alone I have a gambling debts that I can't currently pay because I have no money.
But how that happened? Here is my story.
Everything started 5 years ago I was on holiday and my friend show me a casino site when upon registration I got 20FS I remember that I won about €100 I think wow it was so easy.
After that situation I registered in almost all casino sites who offer some kind of non deposit promotion - everything was just for fun and sometimes I even won some money.
The first big withdrawal was from CasinoHeroes I got some freespins there non deposit after I beat the wager I made a mistake and clicked 20€/spin got freespins on Book of Dead and won about €1800 for a student that was more than enough to live with all kind of life comforts - but only for a while.
I showed my win to my friends and they were suprised but, they also told me that I will end up loosing fuck me if I could just listen to them.
I did not remember my first deposit but I think that was quick loss. I did not gamble to win a fortune that time I had not debts etc ( 4 years ago) All I want was just have some fun.
They first gambling problem started some time ago after I lost that €1800, I said to myself dude you fucked up you could buy so many things for that I was student.
After that loss and after I closed almost all casino sites where I played.
I return for and I have that situation pass 5 years about 4-5 when I return to slots.
I don't know if I said it before I play mostly slots ( live casino is not entertainment for me maybe some DreamCatcher or Monopoly)
After I lost all my money I started to think, Hey maybe I will take a small loan and I will win everything back? Like you guess that won't work, and small loan started to be bigger loan and bigger.
The worst was last year. My family took loan from a bank to pay my debts. Everything was good I had not gambling debts and I started to go to a party again,found my girlfriend,new friends even in my job I got a promote and rise.
I started to have a hope for better days.
Unfortunatelly for me and my family better days did not come. I did not block myself with a gamban after my family paid my debts and once again It started all over again...
I started to make a deposit after deposit like a mad man. I limited meet ups with my friends and family. I became depressed and feel unhappy. The only moment when I feel happy was when I made a deposit and made a cashout got big wins etc.
I lost it all you know? Even my salary, they people who gave me money want that money back and I just wanna hide from the problems. I don't see any solutions. My life is a ruin right now. I feel so hopeless that's killing me from inside.
I know what I did.
I know who I am.
I allready closed all casino sites, promise to myself that I won't touch casino never again, can't even watch casinos streamers saying " Its easy money" or " Get paid". Maybe there are lucky for a while but 9/10 players are loosing at the same time.
Remember to don't play if you can't afford to play. Remember that u will end up loosing at they end.
I wish I could turn back time but I can't.
For me it's too late but maybe for you it's a chance!
Lukiss77
I am 26 and I am gambler.
I gamble for 5 years till now. During that time I lost about 30,000 EUR. I lost almost everything besides money, my family, girlfriend, friends desire to live and now I am alone, well not alone I have a gambling debts that I can't currently pay because I have no money.
But how that happened? Here is my story.
Everything started 5 years ago I was on holiday and my friend show me a casino site when upon registration I got 20FS I remember that I won about €100 I think wow it was so easy.
After that situation I registered in almost all casino sites who offer some kind of non deposit promotion - everything was just for fun and sometimes I even won some money.
The first big withdrawal was from CasinoHeroes I got some freespins there non deposit after I beat the wager I made a mistake and clicked 20€/spin got freespins on Book of Dead and won about €1800 for a student that was more than enough to live with all kind of life comforts - but only for a while.
I showed my win to my friends and they were suprised but, they also told me that I will end up loosing fuck me if I could just listen to them.
I did not remember my first deposit but I think that was quick loss. I did not gamble to win a fortune that time I had not debts etc ( 4 years ago) All I want was just have some fun.
They first gambling problem started some time ago after I lost that €1800, I said to myself dude you fucked up you could buy so many things for that I was student.
After that loss and after I closed almost all casino sites where I played.
I return for and I have that situation pass 5 years about 4-5 when I return to slots.
I don't know if I said it before I play mostly slots ( live casino is not entertainment for me maybe some DreamCatcher or Monopoly)
After I lost all my money I started to think, Hey maybe I will take a small loan and I will win everything back? Like you guess that won't work, and small loan started to be bigger loan and bigger.
The worst was last year. My family took loan from a bank to pay my debts. Everything was good I had not gambling debts and I started to go to a party again,found my girlfriend,new friends even in my job I got a promote and rise.
I started to have a hope for better days.
Unfortunatelly for me and my family better days did not come. I did not block myself with a gamban after my family paid my debts and once again It started all over again...
I started to make a deposit after deposit like a mad man. I limited meet ups with my friends and family. I became depressed and feel unhappy. The only moment when I feel happy was when I made a deposit and made a cashout got big wins etc.
I lost it all you know? Even my salary, they people who gave me money want that money back and I just wanna hide from the problems. I don't see any solutions. My life is a ruin right now. I feel so hopeless that's killing me from inside.
I know what I did.
I know who I am.
I allready closed all casino sites, promise to myself that I won't touch casino never again, can't even watch casinos streamers saying " Its easy money" or " Get paid". Maybe there are lucky for a while but 9/10 players are loosing at the same time.
Remember to don't play if you can't afford to play. Remember that u will end up loosing at they end.
I wish I could turn back time but I can't.
For me it's too late but maybe for you it's a chance!
Lukiss77
