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Confession and good bye


Ikur

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Hi everyone, hope you're well. I'll try to be brief.

 

Last year 17.6.2020. my father died from cancer. 

At that moment, something happened with me and my luck together. Sadly...

Luck completely disappeared, and my gambling multiplied numerous times... 
I didn't have ONE good session from then, but I had so many sessions... I gambled every damn penny I earned and could find for more than a year... 

Today it got to a breaking point... 

Again I lost my whole salary, again I don't have an explanation for my mother and girlfriend... 
Again I can't pay my bills, rent... There is no me anymore...

My debt is now 1450e, and on my job, I could earn it in 3 months if I don't spend one cent... But everyone around me is asking for their part... 

If tomorrow morning my friend won't be able to loan me 450e, there will be one sick gambler less...

It was nice to be part of this, but now I feel sick for even thinking about casinos, gambling, or anything related... 

Goodbye to all forever, wish you luck...
Be careful with this shit... 

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Hi mate,

First of all my condoleances with your father. My dad also died of cancer about a year ago and it really sucks. 

Gambling should always be fun and when the fun stops its time to stop gambling. 

I think you should seek professional help, maybe even tonight. 

 

https://www.begambleaware.org/self-exclusion
https://ibpf.org/resource/suicide-hotline-croatia/

 

Your problems CAN be solved! 
 

 

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10 hours ago, NeWbZs said:

Hi mate,

First of all my condoleances with your father. My dad also died of cancer about a year ago and it really sucks. 

Your problems CAN be solved! 
 

 

Yeah, piece of us is gone with them.

I know bro.

9 hours ago, Alexs said:

:( Sorry to hear, life can be terrible especially with gambling! Pm Message me bro 

I followed your loses from early this year... You know what I'm going trough the best bro... Will do

 

4 hours ago, geggs1 said:

Buddy I’m in $110,000 of debt. All from gambling. I pay out around $4000 a month to service the debt. I hope that helps. Good luck.

Bro, that is awful... Good luck to you!

 

Yesterday i blocked/selfexcluded myself from every possible casino. I'm NEVER EVER playing slots or any gamble again. This time it is final.

 

In 30-40min I'm meeting with my friend, this will decide everything, wish me luck... goodbye 

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We are very likely all being played. A common tactic I see these days are slots crashing mid spin. It’s almost like they stop you from winning. I get a error message saying “internal problem” then the game resets. I was playing last week and his 5000X on a $1 bet. I only had $8200 left to wager so needed to turn the money over less then 1.5 times. Everything just died and I could get a win over 15x. I was marched down to zero before I finished the wagering, I can’t proof a thing. It seems very obvious we are being played though. Just my 2 cents.

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7 hours ago, NeWbZs said:

I don't believe slots are rigged to do stuff like that. They are programmed to make the player lose anyway so why make it rigged to malfunction? 

I couldn’t prove a thing. This is just my opinion. I realize the house has a massive edge. My RTP on book of dead over the years of playing a lot is at 67%…… That is an insane $33 loss on ever 100 spins for me. I believe these Casinos can run RTP up and down massively. I often get off to a great start when using bonus funds. I’ll be up thousands and thousands while I’ve still got days of wagering to complete. Once I start getting close to cash out, everything dies on me and I can get anything decent. It’s the same pattern every time. I’ve been gambling for 35 years. This is my opinion and of course I can’t prove a thing. I 100% believe we are being played in one way or another. This isn’t a rant I’m just expressing what I truly believe.

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