DegenerateIdiot
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Hello guys. im just making this post to write off some of my feelings that winning big can be extremely dangerous. Ive always been a controlled gambler until this happened
Recently i won a cash race of 5000 euro... This was from a 40 euro deposit.. I were so happy, i had never won that much money. I normally play 0.5 euro spins etc so this was insane for me. I decided to withdraw 4500 euro and try to push my luck with some big bets for the remaining 500 euro. I played 10 euro spins on valley of the gods and i almost immediately hit a 500x.... Insane. I made a withdraw of 10000 euro that night.
Then i had some days off from work.. I felt really happy and i told all my friends about this insane withdraw...
But guess what. When i had no work for some days and i just won that big, ofc i got that feeling that my luck would continue and "whatever if i lose like 500 euro now, im still insane profit" So i started deposit 500 euro and rip it really fast cause of my big bets.. I started to get stressed and deposit 500 like 8 times the first day and lost total 4000 euro.. All my happiness from my winnings were gone even though i still were 6k euro profit by then. But i felt so sick of my behaviour and just felt like i needed to win that back and i went to play live casino on day 2 after playing slots for like 20 hours straight day 1. And on live casino i ripped 8k euro after a whole day session.
So yeah this is when i realised that i couldnt handle big money as i pushed my luck way too far. Im taking a break from gambling and i just want to give a big headsup to others that win big / win jackpot etc. You need to stop there cause your luck will come to an end. This will haunt me for a long time and to save 10k euro will take over a year of work and that is sickening.
Im writing this of a anonymous account cause im really ashamed of my behaviour.
Gambling has always been a big part of my life but now its time to quit. Since its been such a big part i want to shout out to Kim and slotspinner. I can still have gambling in my life without risking my own money by watching you guys. Always entertaining and a pleasure to watch you play. And when i watch you guys i feel no need to play myself, as i prefer to watch you guys.
Sorry for my bad english.
TLDR: 10k euro profit day 1.. After 2 days i lost total of 12k euro
Recently i won a cash race of 5000 euro... This was from a 40 euro deposit.. I were so happy, i had never won that much money. I normally play 0.5 euro spins etc so this was insane for me. I decided to withdraw 4500 euro and try to push my luck with some big bets for the remaining 500 euro. I played 10 euro spins on valley of the gods and i almost immediately hit a 500x.... Insane. I made a withdraw of 10000 euro that night.
Then i had some days off from work.. I felt really happy and i told all my friends about this insane withdraw...
But guess what. When i had no work for some days and i just won that big, ofc i got that feeling that my luck would continue and "whatever if i lose like 500 euro now, im still insane profit" So i started deposit 500 euro and rip it really fast cause of my big bets.. I started to get stressed and deposit 500 like 8 times the first day and lost total 4000 euro.. All my happiness from my winnings were gone even though i still were 6k euro profit by then. But i felt so sick of my behaviour and just felt like i needed to win that back and i went to play live casino on day 2 after playing slots for like 20 hours straight day 1. And on live casino i ripped 8k euro after a whole day session.
So yeah this is when i realised that i couldnt handle big money as i pushed my luck way too far. Im taking a break from gambling and i just want to give a big headsup to others that win big / win jackpot etc. You need to stop there cause your luck will come to an end. This will haunt me for a long time and to save 10k euro will take over a year of work and that is sickening.
Im writing this of a anonymous account cause im really ashamed of my behaviour.
Gambling has always been a big part of my life but now its time to quit. Since its been such a big part i want to shout out to Kim and slotspinner. I can still have gambling in my life without risking my own money by watching you guys. Always entertaining and a pleasure to watch you play. And when i watch you guys i feel no need to play myself, as i prefer to watch you guys.
Sorry for my bad english.
TLDR: 10k euro profit day 1.. After 2 days i lost total of 12k euro
