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This is my goodbye.


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Guest ChronicBull

Hey all,

After 3,5/ 4 years of gambling i'm finally done.

Lost at least 20k euro in the process but today i closed all my accounts at every casino i could think of. The enjoyment was no longer there to be honest and it never was quite a enjoyment. After winning big and then losing it all again + more.

Never talked about it to my friends, family or girlfriend. This was my big secret and i'm not proud of it. Always had to keep my head above water even after losing my last euro's to the casino's. The feeling you get after destroying your whole bankroll is just utterly disgusting and gave me a terrible and awfull feeling about myself. After working for so many weeks and months the just hard-earned money was just gone in a week or so. 1 year ago i started to feel despressed and began to push friends and family away. I've lied numerous times about my financials to my closest friends and parents, who were asking questions how my bank account was empty again. I got sucked into it and did not want to give in to the fact that my life was getting financial destroyed.

But after today i'm starting life fresh, i'm debt free and financial independant again. 

Just wanted to share my story here, i'll message @Skylined87 for closing my account.

For the people who read this, the best of luck to you. Cash out whatever you can and enjoy it to the fullest. 

I'm not out for a sad story, just wanted to be as honest as i could. 

This is the reality of gambling.

I'm out (drops mic)

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Stay strong buddy, big congrats for your courage. It may sound easy but it needs big balls to make a move like this and go to the next step of you life leaving behind all the bad moments. As a gambler myself, i can feel you and understand every sentence you wrote. I ve been through all these situations you mentioned many times unfortunately and i also try to reduce gambling as much as i can. Maybe one day i ll quit it also.

 

Again big congrats. Thats your biggest win ever. 

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