Please help me

[IFckedUp]

Hello everyone. I have really huge gambling problem.

 

My salary is arround 650 euros.

Year ago i started to play slots. Real life and online. Didn`t have any problem with that. Played for 0.20  euros - 0.50 euros. That was normal bet for me. What happened half year ago. I started to play 1 - 2 euro ( max) bet and my 650 euros was too short for that. I started to take quick loans ( quick credits) like 400 euros each loan and after year i should return them like 900 euros..... Huge %. I kept playing for that till this month when i started to make bets 8-15 euro (max)... AND NOW I`M soooooo dead. I have like 5k euros on quick loans ON ME and like 5k on GF! AND SHE DOESNT KNOW THAT! why i writed here and registered ? Bcs today i told myself if i`ll get a win over 1000x with bet 15 euros i`ll stop to play slots. I lost today like 7k euros and i had like 22 euros left. I changed my betsize to 0.80 euros. I got 1100x win. i cried bcs that was only 880 euros instead of 15000 what i needed so much. Tried to get another bonus from those 880 but with my real bet (15 euros) and i lost everything. Tommorow i`ll get like 1200 euros, maybe 1600 euros from quick loans again and will try again with my bet 15 euros. Imagine...  i needed like 300 euros more and i would stop gambling bcs i have destroyed my life and when my GF will hear about this.. she will murder herself 100% + i will murder myself of all this bullshit i made. I just hate myself and wanna kill myself for real. My GF is working fcking hard 180 hr/month and i`m loosing everything and aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa today i had THAT CHANCE ;((((((( :(((((((((((((((((((((((((( WHYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY 0.80 cents whyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy. Please help me, PLEASE ;(((((((((really guys/girls help me. i need those 15 000 euros, i want to start new life. i want to live. cya

[toby333333]

Hey, 

all i can do is to advice you to go to an addiction counselor.
And additionally to a debt counsellor....
Of course it's sad, that your win was with 80 cents bet, but the problem is, you have to think about yourself.
Stop gambling and try to live a normal life. Pay your owe,...etc
Try to talk to your family, talk with your GF, a lie isn't the solution for something like that!

I wish you the best of luck! ?

[spiker1977]

Hi

Close all accounts!

Install gamban on all devices! you get it for free from few streamers.

Don't chase your loses.

Seek help and talk with your family and GF.

Best of luck!

 

[desity2017]

Im sorry to hear you went so far! 

In my opinion first think you need to do is to talk with your girl and family and share your problem, this would be realy helpful and will prob keep you away from gambling! As the other members told you,you need to exclude yourself from everywhere! 

And not in the last place get your life in your hands and fix it! Everything will be fine, step by step.. if you have to get 2nd job etc.. But its all on you! 

There is no reason of thinking to kill yourself and that kind of bulshit. You have milion great things to live for! 

I wish you everything best!

[OnlyASpin]

Pointless chasing a big win, just give up  pay your debts/avoid them if you wish/can and don't gamble, save in case, disable any option to gamble again and talk to your girlfriend

Oh and its fraud if your signing up your girlfriend for loans without her permission.

[Rexxor420]

3 hours ago, OnlyASpin said:

 

Oh and its fraud if your signing up your girlfriend for loans without her permission.

How is this even possible?

[TheManbearpig]

i dont belive its real story

[IFckedUp]

 

Ye me either. Last top up 1 hour ago. Played for 15 euros again and got to 4200 euros. Wanted to cashout but i needed minimum 7500 to pay back loans from today and yesterday. That was last deposit this month because i have reached my monthly limit for my card (15 000 euros). anyway only 200 euros left. and 300 euros in my pocket. 

 

 

P.s how i got loans for my gf ? She was already registered like 2 years ago for few companies but with her second creditcard ( she doesnt use it). So i took it and made all that bad shi*. I was not worried when i had 3k loans on my self, then it was 6k on myself and so on... When i got maxed out my loans i took her card and yeah.... I should just give her everything back and make her life better by just leaving country or something. Besides all that, we are trying to make baby and i dont want to see baby unhappy with all our loans, so i try more and more and more to get everything back. I know people who have done similar things and now they are in jail. I`m afraid of that. BUT i just want to make situation better ;( that is all i want. When i`m playing slots i`m not even happy or what. I`m always rushing and stop spinning bcs i hate all that, but still i do it bcs i need that money. Even now when i read what you said guys, in heart and mind i understand that i need to stop, but body says - you will success and everything will be ok. If there is a god, he will help me. i hope so. 

 

p.s.s TheManbearpig sadly but it is true

[desity2017]

25 minutes ago, IFckedUp said:

 

Ye me either. Last top up 1 hour ago. Played for 15 euros again and got to 4200 euros. Wanted to cashout but i needed minimum 7500 to pay back loans from today and yesterday. That was last deposit this month because i have reached my monthly limit for my card (15 000 euros). anyway only 200 euros left. and 300 euros in my pocket. 

 

 

P.s how i got loans for my gf ? She was already registered like 2 years ago for few companies but with her second creditcard ( she doesnt use it). So i took it and made all that bad shi*. I was not worried when i had 3k loans on my self, then it was 6k on myself and so on... When i got maxed out my loans i took her card and yeah.... I should just give her everything back and make her life better by just leaving country or something. Besides all that, we are trying to make baby and i dont want to see baby unhappy with all our loans, so i try more and more and more to get everything back. I know people who have done similar things and now they are in jail. I`m afraid of that. BUT i just want to make situation better ;( that is all i want. When i`m playing slots i`m not even happy or what. I`m always rushing and stop spinning bcs i hate all that, but still i do it bcs i need that money. Even now when i read what you said guys, in heart and mind i understand that i need to stop, but body says - you will success and everything will be ok. If there is a god, he will help me. i hope so. 

 

p.s.s TheManbearpig sadly but it is true

I'm sorry but this is reaĺy stupid way of thinking.. If you dont change it.. not a single God can help you.. 

You just have to stop and get your sh*t together! 

Everyone here is trying to help you, but if you dont want to help yourself all this is hopeless

[pausefisk]

@IFckedUp You simply need to understand ONE thing, just ONE thing: If you need money (for whatever reason) gambling is NOT an option. Playing slots are entertaining and deposited money should be considered as lost.

I quote you:

"Tommorow i`ll get like 1200 euros, maybe 1600 euros from quick loans"

NO NO NO, do NOT take any more quick loans, reverse them stright away!

"Played for 15 euros again and got to 4200 euros. Wanted to cashout but i needed minimum 7500 to pay back loans from today and yesterday. "

If you deposited 1000e, and won 4200, you shold at least cash out some of it, before you play it all away. I have a basic rule i play with: If i deposit like 100e, and manage to get my balance up to 4 times my deposit, i always withdrawal 50% of it, that would mean 100 in, 200 out, and still 200 to play for and mabye if big luck, manage to do another withdrawal. If you can have some playrules like this, you might IF very lucky, get in profit in some few deposits.

My best advice is to withdraw everything you have in your account, and pay back on those loans. I've had months in cold streak where i had no withdrawals, no big wins, and every bonus/freespin i got, was under 100x. You never know how long it can take before you get another 1000x win, it can be a year or 500 000 spins untill that happens. And your betsize is way to big compared to your balance. WAY to high! the chance for getting in profit is so very small considering how few spins you can get out of that balance.

And dont deposit with GF card, you will probably not get any cashout if you manage to win.

Even though your situation seems hopeless, its not. I know its a lot of money, but it's not something thats not fixable! But, you cant fix this all alone, you need to tell your family about it, your GF and seek help from gambling help thats available in your country.

LOCK YOUR ACCOUNTS ASAP, and understand you have lost money that you cant get back. Live with it, LEARN by it, and never play slots again!

Good luck!

[brawlbats1]

43 minutes ago, IFckedUp said:

 

Ye me either. Last top up 1 hour ago. Played for 15 euros again and got to 4200 euros. Wanted to cashout but i needed minimum 7500 to pay back loans from today and yesterday. That was last deposit this month because i have reached my monthly limit for my card (15 000 euros). anyway only 200 euros left. and 300 euros in my pocket. 

 

 

P.s how i got loans for my gf ? She was already registered like 2 years ago for few companies but with her second creditcard ( she doesnt use it). So i took it and made all that bad shi*. I was not worried when i had 3k loans on my self, then it was 6k on myself and so on... When i got maxed out my loans i took her card and yeah.... I should just give her everything back and make her life better by just leaving country or something. Besides all that, we are trying to make baby and i dont want to see baby unhappy with all our loans, so i try more and more and more to get everything back. I know people who have done similar things and now they are in jail. I`m afraid of that. BUT i just want to make situation better ;( that is all i want. When i`m playing slots i`m not even happy or what. I`m always rushing and stop spinning bcs i hate all that, but still i do it bcs i need that money. Even now when i read what you said guys, in heart and mind i understand that i need to stop, but body says - you will success and everything will be ok. If there is a god, he will help me. i hope so. 

 

p.s.s TheManbearpig sadly but it is true

You should just cash out those 4200 euros and don't play ever again. You are not the first one in this situation.  Things can improve, your situation is not desperate but if you try to chase your losses you will just loose more and more. You can't beat the casino, don't try that. Now what you need is to tell the truth and seek help. I swear that this is the best solution.

[IFckedUp]

Like few days ago i got 2x 4k+ wins. one was with 5 euro bet and second one was with 8 euro bet. Then yday 1100x with 0.80. In 1 year i got like 15+ times 1000x+ wins and once 5000x( 5 explorers in book of ra bonus). 3x times of all those were in lucky ladys charm bonus 5 scatters in bonus thats 1500x insta. 

 

But ok i will stop all and just think that what i lost, i lost. Nothing will change that. I will think how to get money without slots.

[Skylined87]

Hey @IFckedUp!

That was one horrifying read from what you posted. It seems like you're at a point where you REALLY need to stop to gamble and get your life together!
You should permanently self-exclude from all casinos and stop visiting any gambling websites. Seek help from your family and girlfriend - admit to them you have a serious issue, let them help you! After all we all make mistakes, it's in human's nature.

Don't be afraid and take a step in the right direction - YOU are in control of everything what happens from this point on. 

[Guest]

DO NOT PLAY SLOTS to try and recover losses, EVER. You might get the odd win but its not worth the risk of losing what you have. Trust me, I know what I am talking about having been in your position numerous times in the past. The only way to play safe is to set untouchable limits or not play at all. I have had to go on Gamstop in the UK for 5 years to stop me. Self exclude from EVERYWHERE, its the best decision you will ever make.

[sirbuzzk]

Hi,

Please do yourself a favor and lock everything immediately ! 

You definitely have gambling addiction and need to seek treatment. Admit everything is step 1 to start sorting things out.

Money is money and we are not talking "impossible" money to sort. Problem is still fixable, but you cant let it continue anymore.

Again, dont seek any gambling, gambling content etc. 

Reach out to your local government, doctor, family and make sure you admit your challenge and you should get help.

Please take action now!

I wish you all the best! 

[OnlyASpin]

On 11/11/2018 at 14:14, IFckedUp said:

Like few days ago i got 2x 4k+ wins. one was with 5 euro bet and second one was with 8 euro bet. Then yday 1100x with 0.80. In 1 year i got like 15+ times 1000x+ wins and once 5000x( 5 explorers in book of ra bonus). 3x times of all those were in lucky ladys charm bonus 5 scatters in bonus thats 1500x insta. 

 

But ok i will stop all and just think that what i lost, i lost. Nothing will change that. I will think how to get money without slots.

Ring up the loan people for starters, says you cant' afford the repayments tell them to stop any interest, and pay X amount you can afford weekly
TELL YOUR GIRLFRIEND she will be mad but say you will get a second job to pay all of it, she could report you and get them nulled but you would get in trouble
Close/limit on all accounts you have related to casinos, get software to prevent

Work work work to pay it off 200 euro a month extra all on the loans will take 3 years to pay them off if they stop interest

[IFckedUp]

So! I told my gf about this. She will leave me bcs this is 4th time similar to this. This is the bigest one and bigest amount. I told her that even if we break up(she did it already) i will pay all her loans. Probably i will travel to Norwey or to another country and will work there to get money for her loans. I summed up everything and totals are: 9200 euros for her and 10300 for me. Totally not what i wanted and what i thought will happen when i say her the "news". But its only my fault and i agree with that.

[pausefisk]

I'm sorry to hear that your GF decided to break up with you when you at least come forward with your problem. Not everyone know that gambling issues is a disease, and needs treatments like other "visible" diseases. At some stage when you repeat this people will get "enough" and for their own good its best to leave, but again, its not a tight relationship to leave someone who is "sick" and really needs support. Mabye there is a chance for you people to get back together when you can proove to her that you fix your mistakes and leave gambling behind. Even though telling her cost you your relationship, it was still the best thing to do. Anyway, i wish you the best of luck.

[Play The Game]

On 11/11/2018 at 11:41, IFckedUp said:

 

Ye me either. Last top up 1 hour ago. Played for 15 euros again and got to 4200 euros. Wanted to cashout but i needed minimum 7500 to pay back loans from today and yesterday. That was last deposit this month because i have reached my monthly limit for my card (15 000 euros). anyway only 200 euros left. and 300 euros in my pocket. 

 

 

P.s how i got loans for my gf ? She was already registered like 2 years ago for few companies but with her second creditcard ( she doesnt use it). So i took it and made all that bad shi*. I was not worried when i had 3k loans on my self, then it was 6k on myself and so on... When i got maxed out my loans i took her card and yeah.... I should just give her everything back and make her life better by just leaving country or something. Besides all that, we are trying to make baby and i dont want to see baby unhappy with all our loans, so i try more and more and more to get everything back. I know people who have done similar things and now they are in jail. I`m afraid of that. BUT i just want to make situation better ;( that is all i want. When i`m playing slots i`m not even happy or what. I`m always rushing and stop spinning bcs i hate all that, but still i do it bcs i need that money. Even now when i read what you said guys, in heart and mind i understand that i need to stop, but body says - you will success and everything will be ok. If there is a god, he will help me. i hope so. 

 

p.s.s TheManbearpig sadly but it is true

Amazing, You are saying your gonna kill yourself on the previous message and now you had a 4.5k win and lost it all again and looking to get more quick loans.,

 What you going to do when all the repayments come at the same time and you only earn 650 a month.

You need to wake up and smell the coffee. Ban yourself and speak with your family and girlfriend all at the same time.