Andy Fox

Members
  • Content count

    43
  • Joined

  • Last visited

  • Days Won

    1

Andy Fox last won the day on January 5

Andy Fox had the most liked content!

Community Reputation

24 Excellent

About Andy Fox

  • Rank
    Advanced Member

Recent Profile Visitors

112 profile views
  1. Thank you but I already created earlier threads about my issue. And how I managed to stop and so on. Have had professional help 2 diffrent times now and also been on my own and it have worked fine. I was on the right track for so long. Then I fucked up this badly. And theese companies that I need to pay I already done it to once. And they where not willing to help me out a second time and probably not a third time. Thank you I create my threads here because people like you give me healty advices and great support in my troubles.
  2. So guess I am back, why do I make this thread? Well I fcked up. How? why? when? Stay tuned for some awesome dramaaction. I guess once you have had gambling problems you'll never be free and the thing you can do is to isolate yourself. So my new story goes like this been away from gambling so long, Gambles with a friend as a fun night. Wins alot of Money. Did not Think about it anymoore. Time goes on, I get a text from a casino... Silly me I forgot to shut my account down. Before I Close it I Think to myself maybe just try my luck with 200kr so i did Notice this sentence NEVER GAMBLE WITH A GAMBLING ISSUE. Guess what won Moore Money then I almost really ever had on a gambling account. I'm talking well over 3xx'xxxSEK 1 sad day later Everything was gone. I did not even felt like I cared about the Money. But the anxeity hit me so hard the following Days and not only did I loose thoose Money but 100% of Everything I now owned and had saved up. Because of this one slipup... I had to quit my new studdies because I couldnt afford to travel to the internship was forced to take so far away from here... I have low hours on my work due to I studdied. Now at the end of the months I get all the bills as allways but no income. I would like to personally thank gambling, my stupidity and Life. about 15 Days im fcked because of my own stupidity. Sorry for my language. The reason I'm Writing this is because maybe some of you might find it funny to see such a idiot others might be in the same situation and seek Comfort whoever you are just stop it's not Worth it if things go downhill they go downhill... Now I have to sell stuff I own to pay the bills on 5000sek. How riddiculus aint that? I just hope I will manage.
  3. I been thinking so long about this that it can't really just be a coincidence. Under the gambling sessions I had. I allways whent up and down between a number let say I reached 2000kr then it whent down to 500 and boom upp to 1900 then down then up most of the time exactly around 2000kr Even while changing slotproviders the sums start to match. And most of the casinos after years you are either +/- 0 a little plus or a little minus and no matter wich side you are on if you keep gambling you will move to the other side then back again. And the further away I was from that sum and the lower the bet size was the moore X i won and every time I bet huge I got shit but that shit made me end up around 2000kr the same as the mega x win on a lower bet. Notice 2000kr is just a made up sum. And this pattern has followed me troughout my entire gambling "career" Diffrent casinos diffrent wins. Sometimes you lost it all to do another some moore deposits and guess what mega big win 2000kr + what you just deposited then down to zero or up down around that 2000 mark. And very rarely a mega big win but most time it seems like it locked to a certain sum like I had 5 mixed bonuses 2 on very low bet and 2 very huge bet and 1 medium. Low bet mega big win up to 2000kr lost 1500kr to medium spins boom i get a decent bonus and ends up at 2200kr then plays huge bets down to 1500kr and boom shit bonus up to 2000kr again then loose it all down to last pennies boom 1000x win on lowest bet size and back to 1800kr And every time after that I got bonuses they usually made my balance a little bit less and less every time 1600 1400 1000 And a few times very rarely boom mega big win mostly while playing on new casinos. anyone else noticed the same patterns in gambling online slots? I'm a person who is extremly good to see and remember patterns and done multiple tests in life and completed them all so what im writing now is real patterns that happens all the time. But is it just a extremly unlikly coincidense or something else?
  4. Thanks at 03:00 when we quit we had well over 30K in total. And the best part is that no bonuses where used and we had a fun evening.
  5. Thank you, I played casino for the first time in very long last night at a friends house, It was a good test but I really feel nothing for casino anymoore I don't feel the need to play or deposit. Now I can guarantee if i was in charge of the deposits last night I would probably be doing the same thing as before and just play it all away. So the only thing you really can do is to close all accounts down if you have a problem. You will never really be free from the behaviour and you will keep lying to yourself.
  6. So my friend invited me over last day and we was drinking and having fun, then he asks if we should do a slot session together. I tought to myself I been away so long now and it will be under controlled circumstances since he was gonna be the one in charge of deposit. We started out with 100kr each. 200kr total We played ourself up to 9000kr on divine fortune that was really really hot got a few 1500-3000kr bonuses. When we reached around 9K we was gonna withdraw but then I said Let's do the David Labowsky theory that the big bad wolf got potential. From a 25kr bet we ended up with this in the basegame first spinn on the slot. We ended up with nearly 15K each at the end of the night. Not disapointed forgot to screenshot the bigger win after this one but its a pretty amazing win for just being the base game.
  7. Would not surprice me even if casinos under the bigger providers was doing the same. It's moore up to the casinos then the providers if they cheat or not? Providers still get their money and probably wont be controlling if the casinos are cheating. Unless someone gets caught... A casino exist only to make money not give money Providers only exist to get money. They only take actions when something can damage their brand. I would like roulettetables to be inspected because sometimes the ball break all laws of physics.
  8. Created another thread about the subject. How to break the addiction and habbit where i mention this. Yes usually works well. But not when you are a really important VIP for them. Since you feed them with so much money alone. Most casinos are really professional about it but some are not.
  9. Under all my years of gambling I noticed that if you have let say: Level 10 and Betsize 1 wich equals 1€ The bonuses usually pays alot better than level 1 bet size 10 wich also is a 1€ spinn. First I tought it was in my head but having a high bet level and lower coin value allways gave me decent - pretty good bonuses and if i had low bet level and high coin size the bonus was pretty bad and alike every single time. This is on netent slots.
  10. Background So okay for thoose who don't know me My name is Andy Fox, Long time gambler. Under 2016 only I rougly lost 76 grand in euro on casino. Yes you read that correct and it feels mentaly bad writing it and thats not even my worst year but I have to because this is the reality. Anyhow with this thread I want to help you conquer your gambling addiction and breaking the habbit my start and trigger to casino was actually winning a pretty large jackpot nearly 10 years ago since then I have gambled almost every day and had everything and lost everything and moore and I am not only talking about money here. Sidenote I cannot guarantee that this will work for you, because you really need to have the mentallity that you want to quit to begin with even if you can't stop you must know deep inside that this is what you wanna do, this is not good for me, this have gone way to far, I need to quit. First then can I help you with this thread to guarantee a stop to your gambling. I created this thread in the only purpose that I want to help you! yes you are not alone we are many and together we are one, we are strong and we will quit this addiction together right here and right now. I care for you who read this know that before we start with the help. Introduction Why do I spend my time writing this? I feel like this might be my goal right now to help others that having a hard time being part of change is something that rewards me alot of mental value since I feel like i'm doing something good helping others get out of the same hell as I was in. It is not funny at all and for some it's even life ending. Now when you have come this far lets start my helping program off. Step 1 Introduce yourself to the reality Realising you are either addicted or playing in a harmfull and bad way and want to quit gambling When is this a good idea? -You play for moore then you can afford. -You run out of money before the end of the month because you gambled it away. -You feel like you don't care for the value of money anymoore -You are depressed and nothing really matters. -You can't stop playing even when you want to. -Gambling is controlling your life and you form everything after it. -Many other reasons. Step 2 My advice here for you is to actually block yourself from all casinos you play on now what you wanna do is go to the support and tell them you wan't to quit playing don't be ashamed allways write that you are gambling addicted and want to close your account forever. The people in the support are humans just like yourself they will most likely be glad to help you out. And don't feel ashamed you will be forgotten in a very short ammount of time since they have so many other customers to deal with. And casinos will only remember you for feeding them with moore money all VIP managers and support care for you because its their job and thats how they get their paycheck so don't feel bad ending a long time relationship with a casino. Listen carefully to this part. No matter the cause of why you are closing your account never make up lies it might make them to close your account temporarily or say that you need to speak to your VIP manager whom will at most likely give you some sort of fantastic bonus if you stay. For my program to help YOU, You will need to close ALL not a few and in the time period of forever. You need to close exactly all casinos you are playing active on and thoose casinos you have registered to but are not playing on but now might get a reason to play on. Your brain will allways search new ways of playing if you are addicted to casino. so never feel like leaving one open just in case close them all. WARNING DO NOT play one last time before you close your account. Listen to me it is very important for your own mentality that you close the account immediately without playing if you have any balance thats withdrawable withdraw it otherwise just close the account don't feel like you will loose so much that you put into the account if you feel this way you need to read step 1 again. By closing your account immediately your brain will feel like you won over your addiction and give you a very important boost in breaking the addiction. Step 3 Breaking the habbit The only way to breaking the habbit since im not joking but you will enter the casino on autopilot and allways think to yourself I will only play for this ammount and then you will loose hard and have nothing left and wonder why did I do this. By doing step 2 you will already have a small victory in the start and you will automaticly try to logon to the casinos you just closed your account on many times in the first days but the only way to actually breaking the habbit is time. Now when you have the victory in your luggage and the mentality that you wanna quit all you now need to do is make sure you do not register at any new casinos. And in that way breaking the habbit since if you wanna stop and already blocked yourself you wont really go search other casinos and register because that is one thing that your brain can actually controll while being addicted to gambling. Step 4 Make sure you seek comfort in your decision and your reality that you have a bad habbit playing casino and that you play in a destructive way. The away will be hard but it will be so much easier if you find comfort at the ones you love or people close to you. And if you feel like you are way to ashamed to tell them about this or that it might ruin your reputation or life even further know this we are here for you I am aswell Find comfort here on the forum create your own thread just find the comfort somewhere someone that you can talk to it will make everything so much easier after step 3 and prevent yourself from actually playing again. Outro Now many of you might wonder why my program does not include professional help I will tell you why right now in my own way of seeing it. I whent to get Proffesional help and for me it was something really bad, I didn't really get the help I needed because they where people that have read about addiction and gambling but never themself been in that situation so they couldnt really help me the way that I feel someone like me could have done that actually been there and done that and now I suddly had times to put on my already busy schedual wich made me feel very trapped and bad inside. I do not say that all professional help is bad and might be a way to realise that it is for real now other than that I felt like it didn't do me any good at all just the opposit. So if I can't help you with this thread do what I wrote and wait for a period of time and if you still can't stop gamble or started again then open up for going to professional help then your brain needs it to know its for real that will change your mentality further. Now you have come this far and reached the end or my program know that you will miss casino and think about it alot but the longer time you stay away the easier it will become. For me the hardest part today is watching casino streams or big wins on youtube because it really triggers that sence that I wanna play and gives me idea on how to actually win but I have finally come to the stage where I can enjoy streams and watch other play away their money or win and actually enjoy casino again without putting myself on risk again. Final words. I am finally free and I would like to thank all of you in this comunity that supported me trough hard times and I guess this is my way to pay back. This is not for everyone but for thoose who need it please don't let it go to far I am here to help you. And another thing you might wanna do is find another hobby or interest to help you go trough each and every day and get further and further from casino. For me I rented a music local and started playing in a band again writing music and watching movies playing games on my free time. Finding comfort in life is the most important thing and remember we won't be here forever so in the end it won't really matter but what you do now is what actually matters. Stay safe everyone! and once again thank you.
  11. Thank you dude, No worries. I am actually very happy how the comunity backs me up and supports me in this hard times. Like this it means alot to me and shows another good side of the gambling comunity. The slots was for me a way to escape the sad and booring reality, I once had it all now I moore or less got nothing. I'm rebuilding my life but after everything that happened im not sure I will never get on track again in life but for once I actually feel like I have something to fight for now. Its hard but its been over 1 month now since I last gambled. Every time I open a browser I still enter casino name in the browser and tries to login realising i blocked myself and wonder why I even tried to log in like the brain moves in auto pilot. really dangerous when you been playing for so many years and made it a habbit and then stops the habbit will continue. I gonna add up a new thread in the matter of how to actually break the habbit for others to seek comfort and have a clear help instead of going trough this whole thread. And thank you same goes to you!
  12. Nice one!
  13. So today I wrote a new song, music is what I do next to gambling. and now when I quit gambling I guess music is it its very rough as this is the first demo I made of it. My lyrics might seem dark or depressing but I been trough hell and back so my songs are really just ways for me to express myself. Might be released later this year or late 2018 as part of the studio Album: Helvetets Hjältar Enjoy a bit diffrent from many other bands out there today this is my first solo demo as I was writing this song a mix of grunge and heavy metal will be the end result you guys will be the first ever to hear this song. https://soundcloud.com/user-474683509/goodbye-cruel-world-first-demo-acoustic In the information box you can press show moore to see the lyrics and read them as I sing them wich I recommend.
  14. Still unsure about the naming part as I have a friend who work higher up at that casino, And have been talking to him today about the situation and I will be receiving a personal sorry message from the VIP manager that contacted me, (atleast think it was a vip manager) I allways felt like money never mattered and even when I won I gambled it away. I could go and just stop there whenever I wanted so never tought of me as a gamble addicted moore like self destructive like money didnt matter anymoore if i loose I loose. When i started to come to the reality was when the real gambling addiction kicked in. I had controll up till the point where the cold streak just wouldnt stop never in my entire gambling career i had a cold streak of over a year and that was sick. I remember my favorit casino streamer(If you followed his stream you know who it is ) He had a summer of cold streak and you could see how much it teared him up and how sick he felt about it wanting to just quit right there, Lucky his cold streak ended mine just kept going. But what would let say a casino streamer do if the could streak just continued. And every deposit whent directly to 0 in almost 100% deadspinns. I really dont wanna enclosure my personal life but I was, I had a house I had a brand new car, I had a top job, I was about to get married, I had everything in life. Then my best friend died, gambling took over everything and i lost it all piece by piece hence why I think theres moore to my issue then just being addicted my issue grounds in that I don't really care about life anymoore. But don't mistake me I love life and would never end it. But I really wish there was somthing moore in it.